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Subject: LOV: Update Monday October 3, 1994
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Cooper begs Stephy to say she's bulemic.  Stephy denies it.  Steffy
says do you know what disgusts me, Cooper? You do!

At Angie's, she's on the phone with patients.  She wants to call
about Dinah Lee's therapy and Charles hangs up the phone.  He wants
her to rest and for her to take time for herself.  Angie isn't
really pleased but is a good sport.  Curtis enters.  She said she
heard he had a setback...  Curtis says, no I'm here to ask a question...
is it possible for a brain tumor to turn a nice guy into a suicidal
maniac?

Gilbert and Ava are on the balcony. Ava sees how upset he is and
insists he come inside.  No, he says and throws his legs over the
rail. Ava grabs him and screams What are you doing??!!

opening credits.


Ava tells him to get down NOW.  She wants to know why he's doing
it... Gilbert starts rambling about when he was a kid he'd climb
trees and had no fear of heights...  He wants to know how far she
would go to keep him from killing himself... if he fell would she
be able to pull him up??? NO!  She'd let him go like everyone else!!
Gilbert gets a bit hysterical. Ava holds him around his chest and
Gilbert asks her to help him back up....  He reaches safety and
Ava shakes him and screams not to ever do that to her again... She
hugs him tightly...

Angie says she'd need to know the facts of the case first... Charles
says he doesn't want to be rude but Angie needs her sleep. Angie
protests but Curtis agrees to go.  He asks Charles how someone would
go about getting a restraining order? Do the police really do something?
Angie and Charles want to know who they're talking about?  Curtis
says he can't say cause he threatened him.  Charles says you can't
get a restraining order unless you give their name.  Curtis says
forget it...   Angie wants to know if he saw this person at the 
hospital?  Angie thinks he's talking about Dante....  Curtis says
it's like Dante took over someone else's body and this person is
as dangerous as Dante.  Angie says she doesn't think she can help
but she wants to call his therapist.  Curtis says you think this
is all in my head, don't you??

Stephy attacks Cooper about feeling superior.  She's sick of him
and the way he treats her.  Why? She starts beating Coop on the
chest and he grabs her and they hug....  She apologizes.  She
says she didn't mean it, he's not pathetic, she's the one that's
sick...

Coop says she doesn't have to tell him anything she doesn't want to.
She doesn't want to but...it all started in Jr. H.S. when her friends
were obsessed about weight.  She tried dieting but suddenly food
was all she could think about. She was hungry all the time and it
was strange cause she had never been much of an eater.  One of her
friends told her about eating and throwing up. She thought it sounded
disgusting, but with being so fat and everything...Coop reaches out
to her and Stephy pushes him away.  She tells of the first time she
made herself sick. It was awful at first and then I got used to it..
and then it made me feel good.... It made me feel clean... Coop asks
so you kept doing it??  Stephy says no, she lost a lot of weight and
she got this boyfriend and she stopped...he always told her how beautiful
she was...  She started again Sr. year in HS.  It got scary then...
she stopped again for a while.. but then, I started modeling, and
I had my first fashion show and I knew I had gained a few pounds and
this other model brought up purging... she made it sound perfectly
acceptable way of loosing weight...anyway, I wasn't thinking clearly
at the time, so I've been doing it off and on ever since.  Coop
says so even if people tell you you're not overweight, you won't
believe them?  Stephy says its not about dieting, its not about
food, its about feeling this empty void in your life so you eat
til you can't eat anymore and you realize you've done it again and
you have to get rid of it.  Stephy says you don't feel better, you
just feel empty and even more tired and even more sick and you
hate yourself...  Coop says he's so sorry... Stephy doesn't want
him to touch her... 

Curtis still won't say who the guy is, he's not sure what this guy
is capable of.  Angie and Charles want to help him.  Angie wants
him to call his therapist and get some rest.  Charles says physician
heal thyself...  Charles takes off his coat and Curtis notices
his gun...  Curtis stares at the gun and then leaves after promising
Angie he'll take care of himself.

Ava tells Gilbert he scared her to death.  Gilbert says it was
the height, I had some kind of flashback to when I was in France?
and my parachute got caught in a tree... I'm really sorry I
scared you... Ava says you never told me this before.  Gilbert didn't
want her to know about his weakness... Ava starts singing Jer's 
praises and tells him how he saved her from Faison... he says I
saved you and you saved me... you reached out for me just now cause
you OWED ME???  Ava is scared at Gilbert's reaction...  He apologizes
again.  He wants to go home.  Ava doesn't want him to leave...
He does anyway leaving Ava open mouthed.....

Angie wants to make one more call to Curtis's therapist... Charles
protests saying Curtis will... Angie wins and starts to make a call
but hears Frankie on the line calling for a ticket to Washington.
She is angry.  Charles tells her it's for her, not Frankie.  They
say nothing seems to work to get her to slow down so they called
Pat and asked if Angie could stay with her. Angie is ticked.  They
say she needs to get away from the hospital and rest.  They say
they'll come down for weekends.  Frankie and Charles finally get
her laughing and agreeing to go.  One more thing, if you don't
want me worrying about our friends, keep an eye on them, especially
Curtis, I'm really worried about him says Angie.

Curtis is in a gun shop trying to buy a gun but he doesn't have
a permit.  The guy says Curtis needs to fill this form out and it takes
seven days.

Gilbert comes to see Jer.  He says he's sick of Jer's image.  He's
gonna kill his sainted memory.  Who are you talking about says
Jer??  Your old flame, Ave, I want her very much and I'm gonna
erase her memories of you so she wants ME! ME! ME!

Stephy doesn't know how Coop can look at her.  I love you STephy
he says.  She turns in surprise. Coop says he's been trying to tell
her for a long time.  I'm in love with you...I'm in love with
you Stephy...  Stephy slowly lets Coop pull her toward him and
they slowly kisssssssssssss......

FINALLY-hanger!



